Ooooo…didn’t feel like posting. Then this happened!

Do you know the song Three Little Birds by Bob Marley and the Wailers?

Rise up this morning,
Smiled with the rising sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singing sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Saying, this is my message to you…

Don’t worry about a thing, Cause every little thing gonna be all right. Don’t worry about a thing, Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

I swear, I opened the door, and they were there! They weren’t afraid or anything – they just sat and watched me. What a wonderful surprise!

I was feeling sad and weird, and they totally changed my attitude.

Three little birds.

I don’t need to use a lot of words in this post, because the photos say it all.

It was a great weekend.

	Laughing and drinking.
	Knitting.
	Lots of photos…
	…And lots of posing for photos.
	Nature. (Unfortunately, that included bugs, lizards, and one brave scorpion.)
	Alpacas.
	Yarn shopping.
	And a big stupid bear. It was a fantastic time away from it all. In fact, my face kinda hurts from laughing so much. I can’t thank you guys enough…Abbe, Amy, Caro, Jene, Kristin, Meg, and (almost) Snowden. I really needed some fun, and I had more fun than I could have imagined. Thank you so very much.
	Update – I was there, too, and here is photographic evidence. I didn’t have any photos of myself until I snatched this one from Caro. I look so relaxed – I need to remember to hang on to this feeling.

Today is an especially fast-topic-changing Friday. I’m headed off for a girls’ weekend full of knitting and drinking.

The Friday verypink Rule: Don’t get too comfortable with any one topic. They change before you know it.

Here we go!

	This is the dirtiest part of the “Quick and Dirty” post. This is my sister Phyllis’ dog, Izabelle, who you may remember from my recent trip to Alaska. She is dirty here…
	…and clean here. I couldn’t believe how different she looked! My dogs look the same when they are wet. Maybe a bit darker, but nothing as ridiculous as this. Next…!
	My Simpsons character, obviously before my haircut. You can make your own here. Next…!
	Bobbi Bear! Out of yarn! Just one arm and two ears left! Tragic! Next…!
	If there is a sunny spot in this house, you will always find at least one dog there. Have a great weekend! (I know I will.)

I don’t think I mentioned this while it was in-progress, but I recently finished A Cardigan for Arwen.

The story – well, if you’ve been reading verypink over the last few weeks, you know there are big and unexpected changes going on in my life right now. This has been The Knitting that has seen me through it so far. This is the sweater with a ton of stockinette that I didn’t mind doing, and just enough cable pattern to keep me alert. It has, in fact, been the perfect pattern for the last few weeks.

I kind of wish I wasn’t finished already.

	Pattern: A Cardigan for Arwen, Interweave Knits Magazine Winter 2006 Yarn: Berroco Ultra Alpaca The results: I love it. It is just so…wearable. Even though I used this sweater as mindless knitting, it ended up being a great fit. I even got the extra length on the sleeves that I love! I purposely pulled my hair from my face to please the folks who prefer it that way. I got emails about it. I understand.
	The thing that I like best about this sweater has to be the cable border. It’s reversible, so when the hood pulls the front open a little, it becomes a shawl collar – the same on both sides. Brilliant.
	Here is a close up of the cable, in progress. It’s really pretty and intricate. I can’t wait for it to get cold.
	This is half of what was going on at my feet while I was doing the self-portrait photo shoot in the sweater. Lou and Abe were SO EXCITED for some reason. They actually tore their way through a make-shift baby gate to get to me. I don’t understand them, either.
	Now on the needles – this top. (You actually have to click on the link to find out why I’m calling it a top.) It is actually a scarf named “Eve” from Twisted Sisters. I’m knitting it with the Mountain Colors Twizzle I got as a gift from my friend Melissa.
	This cable pattern is again – reversible. I do love me some reversible cables. It’s nice when scarves don’t have a wrong side. This looks crazy and busy from close up, but as you can see in the photo above, it isn’t. I like how the pattern and the yarn are cooperating.
	Doggie yoga.

Okay, my friend. You stay right here at the top of this page until the bazillion photos have a chance to load below.

Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock.

This post is different from what I normally do (but “normal” is a very fluid concept for me right now). Here is a photo series I’ve been working on since September of last year. I had the rare opportunity (and hassle) of watching construction across the street, and I took over 100 photos of the progress. I’ve picked the best photos to tell the story.

A couple of things to keep in mind while you look – this is ten months of construction. Also, land in Central Houston is at a premium, so the trend is to build two (or more) homes on a plot that was originally designed to hold one. All of the new homes around here are big, but with small footprints.

	Day 1: September 12, 2006.
	Goodbye, tree!
	Dirt.
	Prepping for the foundation…
	…and foundation.
	Wood!
	Second story…
	Starting the third story…
	Goodbye, view of downtown!
	Second house is underway…
	Framed out.
	Solid structures. Solid, yes – but they appear to be leaning backwards in this photo, don’t they?
	Tyvek paper on one…
	This is the houses looking their worst – covered in Tyvek with the driveway frame out front. The porta-potty isn’t helping them look any better.
	Scaffolding and black paper… This part was really noisy. There were several guys with pneumatic staplers…bam! bam! bam! bam!
	The outside is covered in cement (or whatever it is)…
	…and the dudes put in the decorative stone.
	Just about there!
	Aaaaaaand done. July 15, 2007. Landscaping, glass garage doors, etc. I can’t say that I love the final look of the houses, but it was fun to watch the progress.
	Since this post is already photo-heavy, hows about two more? I count my dogs, oh, 50 times a day. Just to be sure that everyone is inside whenever I close a door. On this day I couldn’t find Ike. Was he upstairs? Downstairs? Outside? Shooting pool in a smoky bar somewhere?
	No. Just sleepin’. Shhhh. You can actually see an ear in the first photo if you look really closely.

Someone please tell me that you “get” the title to this post. I think I’m hilarious.

Can I do a fast-topic-changing Friday, in the middle of the most chaos I’ve ever experienced in my life?

Yes.

Just watch…

	So, I did it. I mentioned on Wednesday that I wanted to get a “Pob” (not my term), and I rushed right out and broke the news to my hairdresser. He was cool with it. It was his second “Pob” this week, in fact. In these photos, I’m sportin’ my best Victoria-Beckham-miserable-look, complete with huge sunglasses.
	Don’t you smile, Staci! It was really hard to stay miserable looking. Every time I snapped a photo and saw it on the screen, my lack of a smile actually made me laugh. My hairdresser did a fantastic job. He even gave me some new “hoochie blonde streaks” (his term). Next…!
	One of these things is not like the others, One of these things just doesn’t belong, Can you tell which thing is not like the others By the time I finish my song? Ah, I was ready to cut my nails, anyway. Most of my time typing was spent backspacing over mistakes. Next…!
	Remember this baby sweater? (My own design, free pattern available here.) I sent it off to my pal Craig for a little jazzing up…
	And he did such a great job! This sweater is already in Alaska, waiting for Molly Renee to grow into it. She just needs to be born first. Next…!
	The boys are very upset with me today, since I made it rain and all. They are determined to “hold it” until the rain stops, which isn’t supposed to be until tomorrow. Could make for an interesting day. Have a great weekend!

Look at me! Posting again! I’m so happy to be doing it.

This post is full of presents. Presents that I made myself, presents that have come in the mail, and four hairy presents that have been around for a long time. (If you didn’t catch that last one, I mean the four-legged things that growl and whine.)

Lemme show you…

	Here’s a little unexpected goodness. My friend Melissa (who doesn’t even knit) sent me this Mountain Colors Twizzle in the hopes that I’ll make something nice for myself. She also mentioned that she hopes this yarn is nice to work with. Umm, yeah. I believe I can force myself to work with this lovely merino/silk blend.
	But that’s not all! She also sent me these pink skull-and-crossbones earrings. LOVE them. Thanks, Melissa! If you look closely, you’ll see my Dutch birthday calendar, complete with Drew’s birthday listed on the 6th, and my sister’s on the 10th. Just click on the photo for big.
	But that’s not all! Speaking of Drew…He went to the Crochet Guild of America’s annual meeting in New Hampshire, and brought me back a Blue Sky Alpaca Baby Bobbi Bear kit. He KNOWS I love kits. And I love polar bears, too. He also gave me strict instructions to make this for myself. (I see a trend here. I suppose I do have a habit of giving my knits away.) Thanks, Drew!
	But that’s not all! I made myself a present, in the form of this yarn that I spun. I bought some pencil roving ages ago and decided to give it a try yesterday. It doesn’t look that great, but it was really fun to spin, and the pencil roving made drafting really easy. This is the first time I’ve actually spun enough yarn to take it off the drop spindle and wind it into a hank. Thanks, Me!
	But that’s not all! I also made a present for someone else, namely my soon-to-be niece, Molly Renee. This is the Matinee Coat from Debbie Bliss’ Baby Cashmerino book. My sister insists that she’s going to have this baby any minute now. The doctors are still telling her she’s weeks away. We’ll just wait and see…
	And the gift that keeps on giving… They normally like to spread out a bit more than this, but the sun wasn’t shining in a very wide spot on the deck. Please take special care to notice Abe…it’s hard to see him on the black grill pad.
	One last thing…if I don’t get my hair cut like Victoria Beckham’s immediately, I’m going to pitch a serious fit. 🙂

Yes – let’s pretend.

This has worked for me in the past. I put a smile on my face and pretend that things are good, and amazingly – they become that way. Don’t get me wrong…I’m not going to pretend that my life is the same as it was a few weeks ago. No, no, no. But I can imagine that I’m on a good track, that I’m happy, and that my future is bright.

Part of this pretending is to write an (almost) normal verypink post.

I don’t have to pretend that two pillars of my life – my dogs and my knitting – are still there, strong as ever. So let’s go with that.

Happiness is a ball after which we run wherever it rolls, and we push it with our feet when it stops.
Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

I see that this quote can be taken a couple of different ways. To me, it means that sometimes our happiness needs a nudge. It usually rolls along effortlessly, but every now and then we have to consciously give it a kick start to get it going again.

Can I say thank you a thousand times to everyone for all of your support and kind thoughts? They mean so much to me. I’m not one to let nice things go unnoticed. It has been my intention to write a thank you note to each person who wrote to me. I don’t think I missed anyone, but if I did – please blame it on technology. I had some email problems on Thursday and Saturday. Thank you so very much for your kindness.

Let’s get on with the good stuff…

	First, a little yarn souvenir from my trip to Alaska. I don’t normally buy yarn just willy-nilly with no project in mind for it, but Kodiak has an adorable new yarn shop – and I couldn’t bear to leave the place without showing my support with cash. This is Patagonia Araucania, 100% cotton, hand dyed. All the way from South America to Alaska, then Texas. World-traveling yarn.
	I won’t show all of it today, but have some catching up to do on verypink with lots of stuff. Here is the finished Orchid Lace Scarf. It is so pretty and delicate.
	I made this with the Malabrigo Laceweight I won from Twisted Knitter’s blog contest. In fact, Janet was the one who suggested that I make this, and it’s the perfect pattern for this yarn. Thank you, Janet!
	This pattern was SO FUN to knit, and I would recommend it for someone who would like to try lace knitting for the first time. Since it’s just a scarf, it goes pretty quickly. And the pattern is made up of only the most basic stitches, which is good for a beginner. I wish I could wear it today, but that would make me appear insane and sweaty.
	Today’s knitting photos were taken with the help of my new toy – a Sunpak eBox Mini Studio. I have a lot to learn about getting the most from it, but it’s so cool. I also need to figure out the best way to make myself a white background, which I prefer to the background colors included in the studio.
	A triple-scoop of red dog, coming right up!

First, I’d like to thank everyone again for the kind thoughts and notes. Even without knowing what was wrong, you’ve all been so good to me. Now it’s time I let you know how things stand.

Chris and I met in 1999, in Seattle, Washington. He was walking his Basenji (Gus), and I was walking mine (Ike). We just happened to be at the same park at the same day, with the same breed of dog. After talking for a few minutes, we realized that if we hadn’t met that day, we would have met the next – as we both had plans to attend a Basenji Playday in a nearby town. Chris has always said that this is more than a coincidence, and that we were destined to meet.

	After that, we became instant friends and talked to each other nearly every day. We saw each other frequently, with the excuse of getting the dogs together to play. It wasn’t long before we quit with the excuses, and just started dating. This photo of Gus and Ike was taken on the day after we met. They were instant best friends, too.
	Over the last eight years, we’ve lived in four different houses and traveled the world.
	We have had long-term plans of building our dream home in Illinois, with plenty of room for the dogs to run.
	Our family has grown and changed. We adopted Hank in 2000, and sadly lost him to cancer 4 years later. Since then, we adopted Lou, and sort of accidentally adopted Abe once we realized that he was more than just a foster dog to us.
	We’ve had good times and bad, and highs and lows. Even during the low times, I can confidently say we’ve remained best friends. Everyday I’ve looked forward to waking up next to him, spending time with him, and taking care of him.
	Upon returning home from my trip to Alaska two weeks ago, Chris had an announcement. He is done with me. BOOM.

Now what? Well, I don’t know. Everything that I’ve known as my life, my loves, my family, my home, my future…it has all changed. I’m baffled and angry and sad. I live in a state that is still new to me, over 4000 miles away from my family. The most painful part is that Chris isn’t interested in getting professional help in the hopes of reconciliation.

I’m working on a plan. A plan for me as a single person. A plan I never thought I would have to make.

Surprisingly, I’m holding it together pretty well. After the first two days of nearly constant meltdowns, I’ve realized that I hate feeling like that. I pulled my head out of my ass and decided that was no way to live. I’m doing my best to take care of myself. I’m also being sure to give my dogs all of the love and attention they deserve, which brings me joy in return.

I promise that verypink will once again be a happy place to visit. Soon. I need it to be.

That’s how it stands.

BOOM.

Thanks to everyone – whether you have left me a comment, sent me an email, or just sent good thoughts this way. I felt and smiled at every kind communication you sent. They mean a lot to me.

I am a happy person. I’m a strong person. I’m not worried about my situation, because I’m always okay. Better than okay!

I have two quotes I’d like to share, both by the same brilliant man:

Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger, even though sometimes it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and grieves which we endure help us in our marching onward.
Henry Ford

If you think you can do a thing or think you can’t do a thing, you’re right.
Henry Ford

This is what I see when the doggie treat jar comes out. We can all learn a lesson from these guys about expecting good things to come to us. 🙂